Monday, February 20, 2006
its another day.
when i feel emptiness in my heart.
its another day.
when i looked deep into your eyes.
yet held back what i want to say.
its another day.
i turned and walked away.
pretend to be fine. to be strong. to be alright.
its another day.
when i look back at those times i had.
when everything seemed so perfect.
the perfect me. the perfect company. the perfect place.
but the piercing pang of nostalgia brought me back to reality.
its another day.
i had tears in my eyes.
but had no one there to dry.
no you, to be exact.
to keep these tears away.
its still the silly me right here.
thinking about you.
the one who hasnt grown up.
the one who isnt strong enough to go on without you.
the one who hasnt let go of the dreams i had about us.
and all the if onlys.
im still the silly one right here secretly craving for your hugs.
your words of concern and endearments.
and wanting you.


shedded at 1:09 AM

MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs